Mistress has been away for some time dealing with a very personal issue. Recently I lost my father and have been dealing with accepting this fact and learning to understand life without the man that I respected so much. Thank you to all of you boys that have been extremely supportive in my time of sorrow. Mistress will out of this stronger and wiser.
Again thank you. Mistress will use this newfound world to continue to torture each one of you. 
Akina
The last few days have been very interesting now that we know Eliot Spitzer likes to hire girls for a little fun. First, I have no problem with spending some money to get some special time, but once you sign on the dotted line committing yourself to someone else, things have to be done a little differently. You can’t think just because you have the money to get girls that there are no other precautions needed to avoid the situation blowing up in your face. Just because it costs a lot doesn’t mean you’ll never be discovered for the freak you really are. Before you get ready to drop your pants and enjoy your investment, there are some things you need to remember.
1. There is ALWAYS a risk of getting caught. If you want to keep a secret the best bet isn’t to tell anyone. The problem is that in order to get laid you NEED a woman. Well, get something that doesn’t require your bank to report your activity to the IRS.
2. Extra fun never comes cheap. While you can’t spend too much to play, there is some merit in knowing that if it’s too cheap you may need to step away. Just don’t think you can buy satisfaction when you’re a submissive because you’ll just end up broke and you’ll be a loser but not a subbie loser.
3. Protecting your identity is important. If you’re not in a position where you’re meeting the girl in person, your identity should be kept private. Ever heard of what happens when a woman is scorned? What do you think is going to happen when she decides she wasn’t ready to end the arrangment? Always think about the future.
4. Identify what you’re searching for. What is it that you really want? Sex? Submission? What? Just because you pay for it doesn’t mean you’ll get it. If you don’t know what you desire than no one else will know and you’ll never obtain that feeling you search for. I don’t take clients who don’t know what they want or are just faking. Who has the time?
Learn from Eliot Spitzer’s situation. Most of you are very good at keeping your secret private, but remember if you let it get out you can forget having that feeling again.
Akina
Men love to jerk off. It’s as simple as that. Men will jerk off when bored. Hell a man will jerk off just because he can. Hey it’s your meat and you have the right to play with it, but as with everything in life there is a time and a place for it. But when you’re in the public and other’s can see you play with yourself it stops being FUN to them and just sick on your part.
Good self pleasure isn’t just physical. Yes this is true for men as well. Sure men are visual and physical creatures, but men use those things to mentally stimulate themselves when they desire sexual gratification. All you little fuckers that just cream at just the sound of My voice know exactly what I’m talking about.
Check out this recent news story about another fellow jerk off. LOL! I had to wonder how many of you douche bags have been caught massaging your meat in public.
Police get a grip on serial masturbator
Published: 14 Feb 08 10:56 CET
Online: http://www.thelocal.se/9982/Police near the southern Swedish town of Sävsjö answered to a rather unusual call on Wednesday night.
A woman had notified police after she discovered a man masturbating in a stairwell.
Police arrived on the scene to apprehend the naked man, placing him in their patrol car.
But the man continued with his manual labour from the cruiser’s back seat, TV4 reports.
During the roughly 40 minute drive back to the station in the neighboring town of Nässjö, the man continued to feel his way around, prompting police to check their records for other cases of incessant self-gratification.
Police soon discovered that the man was known to authorities in the region for holding his own in different churches and other public places.
losers,
Mistress has been away because of the stupid service I received from Verizon. For DAYS I haven’t been able to access the internet. Why? Who knows. Verizon STILL doesn’t know why the internet wasn’t working. So I guess My monthly payments aren’t going to technology huh? I’m back up and running but they still don’t know why I was having the problems and they can’t guarantee that it won’t happen again. Gotta love it!
Tonight the city is going to be sooooooo hot! Parties and other events to bring in the New Year means the cops will be out and about. I already have my designated driver. 
For a few weeks this guy has been asking Me out but he didn’t seem appealing enough for Me to carve out time for him. So one day we went to happy hour together and since then things have been great. So tonight he’s going to be My designated driver. Maybe after I’m done having My fun he might be worth having a little more fun with! he can’t stay the night though. Gotta go once I’m done because this is NO bed and breakfast. 
To those of you who also plan to enjoy New Year’s Eve, remember that you can have fun but it is important to be SAFE! Besides, you need to save your ass so that I can fuck the shit out of it any way I choose to.
Happy New Year Bitches!
A.
The 2007 Victoria Secret Fashion Show was broadcast for everyone to see what those sexy young ladies keep in their Christmas stocking. There were several sexy bras and panties that caught my eye. Personally, I’m not just into their bras and panties, but also their lingerie, outdoor clothing, and perfume. Sexy comes in so many varieties when VS is stamped on the tag.
It’s been some time since I purchased any costumes for fun and Vickie’s has cute and sexy outfits for any ocassion. Here are a few of the getups that caught my eye.
* Apron Babydoll
I like this because you can wear thigh-high stockings and a cute little panty underneath. This little ensemble says ‘Eat Up!’ without saying anything at all.
* Santa Flyaway Babydoll
This little ensemble reminds me of a present that’s just begging to be unwrapped. My ass in those panties would be perfect.
* Lace Bow Thong
The cutest part of this panty is the rear with the three little pink bows coming down the middle rear. Those bows and that beautiful blue color means my ass will be the center of attention.
Feeling sexy is something I prefer to do all year but during the holidays it’s an even better time to be as sexy as I can be. Now did you think I was just going to let you sit here and imagine me in those sexy pieces?
Make sure that Mistress has the sexiest lingerie collection this Christmas. All it requires is a click bitches to make sure your Queen is properly dressed for the season.
$100 Appreciation
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Akina
Lipstick, eyeshadow, mascara, etc. are just a few tricks to enhance beauty. Buying sexy dresses and lingerie are in deed helpful, but your face must still command attention. To place all of your attention on just clothing would be foolish if you didn’t plan to walk around with a paper bag over your head. There is more to your presentation than what is shown from the neck down.
In your everyday wear as a man you never have to worry about your skin. Most of you probably don’t even if you know if you have dry or oily skin. Honestly, you don’t have to worry about much as a man but once you make a conscious decision to become a sissyboy your skin and how you enhance yourself become a factor.
‘Where do I begin?’
The first place to begin is right in the mirror. Take a few minutes to explore your features. What do you like about your face? What would you rather conceal? Make a list because when purchasing makeup you will need items that enhance and conceal.
Basics:
Foundation: Foundation allows you to create an even tone and balance on your face. Before picking a foundation understand that light is key! What may look good in dim light makes you look like a clown in the sun. Have a nice lit room when applying and selecting color.
When shopping for foundation also choose a concealer. Concealers hide blemishes and other imperfections. No sense in having foundation if I can still see every imperfection on your face. Get good quality foundation and concealer. Both good quality foundation and concealer can be found right in your local drug store. Also grab a bag of makeup sponges and get home to start practicing application. Good foundation makes the rest so much easier.
Coming Soon: How to apply foundation!
Akina
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Enjoy bitches.
Akina
Hello there boys! Mistress is stopping in to say that I’m doing fine after My fall. I’m thisclose to being out of this orthopedic shoe so that makes Me super happy. 
It feels so much better tomorrow is a shopping day thanks to loser piggy that cried when he realized how much I had taken from him. he’s such a douche! LOL!
Since I posted the message in My group regarding shaving for femboys, I’ve received several emails from boys who’ve always wanted to shave but needed guidance. Remember, no one wants a hairy girl. Yuck! Who wants to rub your stubble in lacy panties?! Make it smooth. Again, it doesn’t have to be bare but do something to at least make it attractive. A trim is always nice.
To all the clean and well maintained femboys, I want pics of YOU! Show Me that you understand there is more to being a girl than just putting on panties.
Akina
I’ve had one hell of a weekend. Friday night I spent some time with friends and Saturday had a great day. Saturday night became the beginning of my hell.
Saturday a little get-together happened that meant lots of people but I love people so that’s no issue for me. I’m relaxing and helping a friend in the kitchen and then I walk into another room. We’re having such a great time and I totally forget what I was doing in the kitchen. So I run to the kitchen but didn’t see a shoe on the floor and tripped and fell pretty hard.
There is NO graceful way to fall even when you try your best. When I fell it stung a little but I was able to enjoy the rest of the night. Unfortunately throughout the night I developed this great pain in my foot and then I was unable to walk.
The next day I do the hospital shuffle and go from x-ray to freezing my ass off waiting to see a doctor. After all hours the doctor informed Me it was a major sprain and to stay off of it for 2 days. Nothing like a forced vacation!
So on Sunday I got home in time to watch the rest of game only to see My Redskins lose. 
We’ve got to do better and do it fast.
I’ll be on crutches until tomorrow and the hopefully not much longer on a cane. I honestly hope to be off of anything and just deal with wearing this ugly orthopedic shoe. All of these great fall boots and I can’t flaunt them yet.
Akina
Normal people love sports. Nothing wrong with representing for your team. But what happens when you try to show some team spirit and someone else hates your team? Well, in Oklahoma I think the men have taken a page from the domination handbook for administering punishment. Unfortunately for his victim he took it took far.
SI.com - NCAA Football - Texas fan nearly castrated in bloody bar scuffle - Tuesday September 11, 2007 6:57PM
After reading the article above, if that doesn’t make you rub your sack while feeling fortunate it’s still there then something is wrong with you. I love a good ball crushing but to just rip them from the frame is more punishment than even Mistress can bear. Now if balls are under attack for wearing the wrong jersey, I wonder what happens when boys are caught worshiping more than one Mistress?
Akina
